This is Great.

Oh man. this is so funny. I didnt even know what it was at first. But look long enough and youll see that its a poodle! ahah wth.

the internetz never cease to amaze me .

But man its 6:20 in the morning and everyone is out shopping since its Black Friday and Im working. Oh well, Im broke anyways. Also time needs to go faster, I have 40 minutes more to go and then I can finally get some sleep. At least as I type I am also getting paid.

Another Backpack

Unwrapped.

After school I was greeted with this lovely wrapped box.and you see that little envelope, well it had a little note in it that read... "Happy Birthday Jen" So you guys might have guessed that this is from my lovely girlfriend. Sherry. I was very hesitant to open it cause it just looked so nice. So I waited till Sherry got to my house so she can help me unwrap it.
And this is how it went:

Gucci!

Wallet!

Look how legit Gucci is. They even manufacture their own little things to keep the moisture out.

and for all of you that didnt see this post earlier in its original form. there was a picture in this spot of sherry's face with a "Made in China" sticker on it. She made me take it down. Evil chinese.

This definitely will come in handy and will definitely be put to good use since my old one is literally falling apart. Only sad thing is that this wallet costs more than the amount I have in my savings. Oh well.

Thanks Babe!

Coool.

Larvae Breast

Real.Fake.

No i dont have a case

I just though this was funny.

Best way to start off your day.

21

I havent been in the mood to blog since Im still mourning my cousin's death. Im slowly accepting that hes gone, thanks to my mom, family and friends for helping me.

And on another note my Mom wanted to throw me a big party for my birthday but I rejected her offer because I don't feel right celebrating anything with all of the recent event that is still fresh in all of my family's hearts and minds.

But I just wanted to thank everyone that greeted me a Happy Birthday. All of the phone calls that kept me up all night and almost getting me in trouble at the hospital, taking me out to eat, all the comments, blog posts, and for my family coming over to just be together. And for all of you that texted me. I dont get text so I'm sorry! And especially for Sherry for serenading me about a million times today. Im surprised I can still hear. haha

Even how simple my day went. You guys made it a happy one. Thank you all.

Annnd heres a little birthday present for myself. Happy Birthday to me!
Some new wheelz for my bike. I'm one year older and New year is coming up so I seriously need change in my life. So I'm going to start on my bike. At least with my bike I can change it to whatever I want. If I change doesn't come soon (something exciting, something new, something interesting) I'm just going to be forced to just start looking somewhere else.

Even The Best Fall Sometimes

Monday, November 10, 2008.

Nearly 21 years spent living on this planet and no amount sadness, disbelief, denial, sorrow, hurt, misery, and even anger that I have ever experienced could ever compare to what I felt that day. It is a pain that is incomprehensible to the ones looking in. Unexplainable. An unimaginable type of pain one thinks in their wildest dreams, will never to have to go through. One can only be understand it through experience, but no one deserves to experience this. No one.

On that day there was no falling, I just fell. I was left in pieces, and with each passing day I continue to crumble. Its so surreal, "this cannot be happening, this is not real, it is just one bad nightmare. Im going to open my eyes and everything will be okay" Is what I keep telling myself. On repeat. When the night comes I go to sleep and hope to wake up and realize that this was just all but a dream, but no, I awaken and the big cruel and unforgiving hand of reality comes and smacks me on the face. Nothing has changed, it is not a dream, the pain is still there and the tears keep coming. I can't stop it, I cant change it. You really are gone.

I don't know why you did it. You have left me and the rest of our family confused and shaken, but most of all; hurting. This is not you. This is not the Kuya Albert that I know. Not the one I looked up to all these years. Not the one that I idolized, just not you. But whatever the reason I know it was too much to handle. Everyone has their breaking point and I will try my best to understand and respect your decision. It is your life and ultimately, you are the only one that can control it.

Why didn't you call us, were here for you always. You knew that, I know you knew that. It hurts so much and I refuse to accept it, but I know that when I fly to Virginia on Saturday, I will have no choice but to to do just that. But I can't shake the thought of not being there for you. Especially when you needed me the most. Why didn't I call you more often. Why didn't I make time to visit.

I spend my whole day thinking about this. I think about you. All the good times we had growing up. How much fun we had. All the adventures and all the troubles we got into. Man will I miss those and Thank you for all of that.

There is so much more on my mind but its just not possible to put into words. I'm hurt and I'm not okay. You were such a big part of my life. I don't think I can ever get over this. I have lost you. My cousin, but most of all... my friend.

I hope that you have found your peace.
You will forever be in my heart.
You will never be forgotten.

Rest In Peace Kuya.
I Love You.

How many

cool pictures of this guy is out there? ohh and yeah. Congratulations.
and hes probably imagining that Mccain is that slice of pizza.

Super slow motion Bitchslap.

this is old but still funny.

S

Snacks to go.

Oscar Mayer Snacks to go is hella bomb. You know those lunchables type things, the ones with a stack of crackers, a stack of ham or turkey, and then a stack of cheese. Then you get to make your own little mini sandwich. Well that was my dinner tonight and it was goooooood. I havent had these in like years. Brought me back to my elementary days.

Kinda like this but minus the cookies.
But I think they were my brother's. I hope he doesnt notice.

Took this from Chris. Very inspirational but at the same time in a way, ironic. Listening to this speech, you cant help but relate it to your own life and want to use it as a blueprint for your future. It makes you want to take notes, in a way learning from someone else's mistake, or in this case success. But in the speech he mentions "dogma": living your life like someone else, bearing their views and actions and how you shouldnt and live your own. So how do you take all of this in? How do you apply it to your life but at the same time make it your own?

Remember This?

Man. I miss summer.

Yesterday.

Look at what I found during my jogging class. This guy just woulndt fly away.

And Happy Birthday to this guy. My best friend. Even though we only see each other no more than 5 times in a given year I can always look forward to some good times when were together. Happy 22! Youre getting old.
Heres some snaps of the night.
We lost. TWICE.

lol

After Six

I was watching this video when my mom was outside cooking. I wonder what she thought I was watching. I bet she was thinking I was watching porn or something. but damn.this is classic look at nicole, so hot and lebron is hilarious.

Shit is Gay.

-Pneumonia
-Chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Disease
-Emphysema
-Chronic Bronchitis
-Acute Respiratory Failure
-Adult Respiratory Distress Syndrome
-Hypertension
-Coronary Artery Disease
-Angina (haha)
-Stable
-Unstable
-Myocardial Infarction
-Congestive Heart Failure
-Left Sided
-Right Sided
-Arrythmias
-SA Node
-Ventricular
-Atrial
-Anemia
-Iron Deficiency
-Pernicious
-Folic Acid Deficiency
-Sickle Cell
-HIV/AIDS
-Leukemia (4 Types)
-Lymphoma
-Hodgkin's
-Non-Hodgskins
-Acute Renal Failure
-Chronic Renal Failure
-Inflammatory Bowel Disease
-Ulcerative Colitis
-Crohn's
-Cirrhosis
-Acute Pancreatitis
-Chronic Pancreatitis

Final on all of these tomorrow.
Thought I could do 2 things at once.
Blog and Review.

Look who made it on Trackosaurus

San Leandro kids.
Good Job guys.
http://trackosaurusrex.com/pblog/

skaters.

a couple of my friends.

I can finally upload pictures.

All it took was a one day visit to San Diego. A nice getaway from all the crappy weather we have been having here in the Bay Area. Im just trying to hold on to that little bit of summer left, wherever it is. Since I am missing it dearly. So in no particular order, here are some old old old pictures.

JULIANA MOREIRA

hot kids tv show host from brazil.